All The Things I HATE About You

-I hate the way you ignore me & chose your most cherished friends over me
-I hate it when u don't text|call me when you're there and I'm wondering what you're up to
-I hate it when you're always not available for family trips and parties
-I hate when you lie that you're not out to party but a friend slips her tongue
-I hate it even when you're at home your attention is always on your phone
-I hate it when I invite you to go out with me and you turned me down & then one day I'll see your pix enjoying with friends (videokeing, partying, drinking etc...)
-I hate to know that you delivered flowers for someone else but never in my entire life that you've given me once
-I hate it when you come home from work and I seem invisible
-I hate it when I read your inbox and forwarded messages from girls flooded it
-I hate it when you managed to return other's text past midnight but ended our phone conversation at nine saying you're too tired already
-I hate when you think that you're always right and I'm always wrong
-I hate to cry at night knowing you're happy 30 miles away from me
-I hate to think that you're out there to work & I'm here alone with kids
-I hate it that our kids grow up without you most of the time
-I hate it when I call you for dinner but you're too busy watching you're favorite TV show; don't you know that I wanted to have dinner with you together with the kids even on Thursdays, Saturdays and Sundays only.
-I hate it when I'm telling stories and you're not listening at all
-I hate it when we sleep at night and you turn your back on me
-I hate it when you're too concerned for others but you don't even care about me
-I hate it when I'm sick and text you to come home but you just couldn't, I hate remembering those times I'm pregnant that you came home very early in the following morning (5Am) drunk


-I hate it when you compliment others but never heard you complemented me
-I hate to compare you with others but I just can't help it
-I hate all these things you did to me yet I still can't hate you.

Back Again

It's been months that I haven't written any posts. I'm quite busy with my online job, I'm working like 50-60 hours a week. What are some of the updates about me? Well, my 4 years old daughter Aliyah Cassandra had her summer dance workshop, ballet, it's not her first time though. She started when she's 3 and I have few problems with her that time. She always cried and wanted me near her all the time. Any way I'll post some pix about that summer workshop.

Last June, she had her first school day!! Hooray!! Thanks to her ballet lessons she didn't shed a tear on her first day of class. Yesterday I found out that she make it to top 15 in her class and I was so happy, there where like 50 kindergarten pupils and so I'm so proud of her.

Enough about my little girl, another update was about my brother-in-law who died last July. My sister was so devastated, they have 3 kids and I know how hard it is for her to be a single mom now. A lot of things happen, good and bad but nothing worst thank GOD!

I'll be back with more of personal things that happen to me, I'll keep it short this time.

Congratulations Baby Girl! Make Your Mama Proud

Yesterday I got the news I was really hoping for, it's my baby girl's academic achievement. Even though I don't pressure her that much about being on the top list in her class, still I did expect that she'll get a spot. Yes she did!!! And to reward her achievement we celebrated it with a dinner outside early this evening.

We went to this grill that I'm having my eyes on for months already it's called Roadside Cafe & Grill. I really wanted to bring my family there and it did happen this evening! We're all full as the food were great. I forgot about my aching tooth for a while, I did enjoy the food and my kids too!