All The Things I HATE About You

-I hate the way you ignore me & chose your most cherished friends over me
-I hate it when u don't text|call me when you're there and I'm wondering what you're up to
-I hate it when you're always not available for family trips and parties
-I hate when you lie that you're not out to party but a friend slips her tongue
-I hate it even when you're at home your attention is always on your phone
-I hate it when I invite you to go out with me and you turned me down & then one day I'll see your pix enjoying with friends (videokeing, partying, drinking etc...)
-I hate to know that you delivered flowers for someone else but never in my entire life that you've given me once
-I hate it when you come home from work and I seem invisible
-I hate it when I read your inbox and forwarded messages from girls flooded it
-I hate it when you managed to return other's text past midnight but ended our phone conversation at nine saying you're too tired already
-I hate when you think that you're always right and I'm always wrong
-I hate to cry at night knowing you're happy 30 miles away from me
-I hate to think that you're out there to work & I'm here alone with kids
-I hate it that our kids grow up without you most of the time
-I hate it when I call you for dinner but you're too busy watching you're favorite TV show; don't you know that I wanted to have dinner with you together with the kids even on Thursdays, Saturdays and Sundays only.
-I hate it when I'm telling stories and you're not listening at all
-I hate it when we sleep at night and you turn your back on me
-I hate it when you're too concerned for others but you don't even care about me
-I hate it when I'm sick and text you to come home but you just couldn't, I hate remembering those times I'm pregnant that you came home very early in the following morning (5Am) drunk


-I hate it when you compliment others but never heard you complemented me
-I hate to compare you with others but I just can't help it
-I hate all these things you did to me yet I still can't hate you.

Back Again

It's been months that I haven't written any posts. I'm quite busy with my online job, I'm working like 50-60 hours a week. What are some of the updates about me? Well, my 4 years old daughter Aliyah Cassandra had her summer dance workshop, ballet, it's not her first time though. She started when she's 3 and I have few problems with her that time. She always cried and wanted me near her all the time. Any way I'll post some pix about that summer workshop.

Last June, she had her first school day!! Hooray!! Thanks to her ballet lessons she didn't shed a tear on her first day of class. Yesterday I found out that she make it to top 15 in her class and I was so happy, there where like 50 kindergarten pupils and so I'm so proud of her.

Enough about my little girl, another update was about my brother-in-law who died last July. My sister was so devastated, they have 3 kids and I know how hard it is for her to be a single mom now. A lot of things happen, good and bad but nothing worst thank GOD!

I'll be back with more of personal things that happen to me, I'll keep it short this time.

Congratulations Baby Girl! Make Your Mama Proud

Yesterday I got the news I was really hoping for, it's my baby girl's academic achievement. Even though I don't pressure her that much about being on the top list in her class, still I did expect that she'll get a spot. Yes she did!!! And to reward her achievement we celebrated it with a dinner outside early this evening.

We went to this grill that I'm having my eyes on for months already it's called Roadside Cafe & Grill. I really wanted to bring my family there and it did happen this evening! We're all full as the food were great. I forgot about my aching tooth for a while, I did enjoy the food and my kids too!

Long Distance Love Affair; Does It Really Work?

Have you ever been to a relationship where you and the person you dearly love are worlds apart? Have met someone online; fell in love and hoping someday he/she will come to marry you? Do you feel you can always trust your partner that he/she will remain faithful and honest to you?

With today's latest technology; web cams are now available allowing us to see and talk to our love ones even though they're thousands miles away from us. This can help us connect with them and maybe hold on to the relationship, but what about off cam? I'm pretty sure they will hang out with friends and could possibly meet other individuals during a party. Lucky you if your partner truly is in love with you and flirting with others is not one of his/her vices.

Most of the people I knew who succumb into this kind of relationship ended up nothing but heart broken. Only few of my friends lived happily ever after. They are those people lucky enough who's partner really hang on and remain faithful to their love till they meet again and ended up saying "I DO ". When you are involved in this kind of relationship, don't put all your hopes and dreams to the other person so much. Think of the possibilities that he/she may find someone new. He/she in the longer run may change his/her feelings for you. Though you will remain faithful and honest, willing to wait; the other person might not be feeling the same thing about you.

My Fave Miley Song

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I'm Just A Girl 

by Miley Cyrus

Finally
I've been waitin' for this moment
For you to see
The real me
It's been an illusion
I never meant to fool you
I got caught up in a fantasy

I'm just a girl
With a dream that got the best of me
In a world, that believes fame is everything
Got outta touch
With the ones who gave me my wings to fly, to fly

People say, that the world is like a stage
Their so confused, the rules I play
I been away from home for so long
That I, I almost forgot where I belong
Ye-eah

It's so easy to forget what really matters in this life
It's so hard to live with regrets but a promise I will try
To be a better me
From now on
I'm sorry
I didn't mean to do you wrong

You gave me my wings so I can fly, I can fly
Yeah, Yeah
I'm just a girl

Tin (10th) Wedding Anniversary!

Yes, I'm just 29 years old and my huby is 31 years old but we're having our 10th wedding anniversary this 30th of October! Are we too young to celebrate such anniversary? We married young so obviously we've been through a lot of tough and more tougher times aghhh! We've been blessed with two wonderful kids Yuri (8 yrs old) and Aliyah (3 yrs old). We separated twice for more than three months each but still we're back in each others arms, as they saying goes " LOVE is sweeter the second (or third? LOL) time around". I can say that although we marry at a very young age we are still financially and emotionally okay.

Our anniversary is coming up and of course we have plans about it. I'm thinking of going on a trip all four of us but my MOM said we have to stay at home and celebrate with them...oh I don't know what to do now. Just the other night I was having trouble with my computer and I'm blaming my husband for it. Why? Because I've been telling him that we should buy a new one but he kept on telling me to wait! Computer is very important for me since I work online, without a computer I have no income. So he gave me two choices, either he'll buy me a new computer or spend the money to celebrate our wedding. What ever should i do now?

My Son's Very First Trip

Today I was panicking a bit when I realized that it's past 4pm and my son wasn't able to get home yet after his class. He should be home by 3:45PM since classes end @ 3:30 assuming 15mins of time spent on a little chitchat after class and traveling back home. He's supposed to go home with his older cousin but apparently isn't home too.

I called my sister the mother of his cousin asking if she has any knowledge about the whereabouts of the 2 kids. She said that she failed to inform me that her son asked her permission earlier that he'll be with his classmate and they'll be proceeding on the mall right after classes end. I felt so nervous and thoughts keep running on my mind on the possibilities that either my son has joined his cousin or might still be in school waiting for his cousin. I called my friend who works just outside the school's building if she happened to see my son but she told me she didn't the little bit of panic is now going stronger.

Just right after my conversation on the phone with my friend the gate squeaks and I saw my son coming in. I was so happy seeing him coming in and have welcomed him home the way I never did before. He told me that after getting bored waiting for his cousin at school for a long time he then decided to go home alone. I kept on asking him whether he felt scared and how he got home but he just smiled and told me he's big enough to go home alone. I am so proud of my son's achievement but i still feel he must not be allowed to travel alone. I decided to buy him a cellphone so I can contact him anytime he comes home late.